Day 53: Low Quality

  Low quality

(Read aloud and breathe)

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realise that I am in actuality a very low quality person in the way i talk, express, and convey and present myself resonantly with myself only and not with anyone else. And how I’ve never realised that I thought in delusional and fantasy that I was a high quality person, but in fact, I am not, in the way I explain and express myself to not getting to the point and matter of things and how i am not able to express myself effectively, therefore, I go off into some world of Pluto and how i am not  saying anything that is of intelligence to get anything done, whether it’s a business deal or not and how i felt like I was saying the wrong thing, in which I was and was truly not aware of what I was doing and how my preprogrammed designed was not going to let me express myself in the way i wanted it to be, where i am effective in my ways and how i articulate myself, instead of talking in the confusing language that I speak that is not accurate in the way to where people can understand me and the way i can understand others, and how I am going off and explaining different things and stupid things that don’t even matter. And how it doesn’t even matter at all, and how I have to explain about something else that is not pertaining to what I am doing that matters most and that will potentially give me a result that I’m looking for. And when I don't communicate my ways to be in the best ways possible and to make it effective, I am not able to be clear of myself and how other people are not seeing anything clear within me, even if I am going off about a story that doesn’t even matter, and how I am not even noticing that I am not getting to the point of what matters here as now within a deal or not at all, within life of anything and how whatever I express, people usually react in a negative way, because I am not clear within myself. And they see that I am not clear with me.

Therefore, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not be clear within myself and how I am not eloquent and educated enough to be expressing myself ini the best ways possible to see what I can do for the better. And when I am not clear within myself, I am so called and so to speak low quality, and not able to rationalize about me and who I am and who I have become in great confusion and disrespect for my own self. Not even realizing that whoever I extensively deal with, who are also low quality and are not able to negotiate, stay on topic, and be able to persuade and of course this all entails in effective communication. And if that is not so, then it will be merely impossible to convey my message across simply and as is, and no other way, but a waste of time to make another moron react to the point where they want to disrespect me and then say I’m about to be in a meeting, and how that is not the way business should be done. And how I’ve never realised there’s so much disrespect in the business world, where no one wants to respect each other and see one another as is, and have to size me up to them in comparison and judgement to the point where nothing will eventually happen for real, as soon as I open up my mouth within the few words or more, the conversation is done. And how this has been going on for my whole entire life and how nothing I’ve been conveying and expressing was ever clear within me, and how I was not able to be on topic and to be able to express myself in the best ways possible, instead I was practically not able to how communicate effectively, no matter how good I am getting in my eloquence. That if I am not able to speak and communicate my message, my words, my sentences and my ideas and how they are not clear and to the point where another person will be able to understand me. When in fact, I am not able to communicate at higher levels of communication and for it to be effective and simple and straight to the point of simple influence at a higher level, and that I realise that I am not able to do that. And how no wonder people disrespect me, to varying degrees and/or either sometimes politely decline me, because I am not able to communicate and convey my message clearly, just because I am in actuality, wasting my time and the other person’s time, when something deep down within me, is going to be of a consequence of something to be wasted and that is not worthy of anyone, nor for me, or any other person of defamatory ways of expression and disrespect beyond belief and imagination to get their own way, when reality does not work that way in disrespect and comparison for the worst of the most glorified way of expression, self interest. And how self interest has been beyond belief, that no one ever wants to help anyone but to disrespect another and force another to do what they want to do and have, instead of helping each other to do what is best for all, but in fact, that was never the case for me, and how I never realised that I was never able to do any of those things. I was only taught to be another slave and copy of my parents in words and heredity of my experience and the meaning to those words of my own experience that is not even best for all, nor was it even best for me, because no one around me was of high quality, they were all low quality people. Therefore, no one really cared about me to help me become a high quality, therefore, they were also of low quality people as well. Because their words, sentences and ideas were not of real meaning and quality to the point where their words could’ve been well understood and made of with real meaning. For something to be truly done, when in fact, everyone is suppressing their low quality status, no matter who it may be and how I’ve never realised that the whole entire time that my life was one and equal to other low quality people and no wonder I am not able to  do business with scalability with others, because I was always surrounded by family and friends, and other people that were of low quality in my environment. My food was low quality, my clothes, my life, my expression, my health, my communication and articulation was and is of low quality still and how I am not able to convey my message in a clear way that is so confusing to the point where another moron would react to me in a very negative disrespectful way. Not even realising that i am not able to communicate at higher levels, because I am nothing but a low quality person and resonating that low quality of resonance and meaning to my words and express in the way I express and present and reveal myself in the business world. Where no one cares but their own self interest and profit for themselves and how no one cares about anyone but their money to make. And how I have never realised that for such a long time, even tot he point where in the best I’ve dealt with stupid low quality people with no common sense and always wanted to express themselves in a very threatening way and misunderstanding way. To the point where no one even is bothering to understand each other, because of different definitions to what words means simply to someone else, and how if that were the case all the time, with no explanation and proper effective context, business matters and proactive ways of business operations, will never happen effectively in order to be able to get an effective result that would be best. And how i was doing that the whole time, not ever knowing why I was not able to communicate effectively, because no one else ever taught me how to communicate, therefore, they never knew either, and it was already predetermined anyway. No one knew anything, and no one knew anyone who could’ve been better for themselves and is becoming better, because in fact, they never knew either, no wonder my friends, my parents, relatives, and other people and even myself is still poor and broke and still one and equal to them and for what I am attracting that s of equal to me. No wonder I don’t have the things that I want in my life, for fame, wealth, and greatness and power and control, that I am not able to do those things, because my parents and the people I was surrounded within my environment was not going to let me, because no one else had meaning to their life, therefore, I was also taught unconsciously and subconsciously as well and also on my own to have no meaning to my life. Where i will always be surrounded by low quality people, therefore, i will also be the very next low quality person in the average of 5 or more, but the average number is 5 of the people that I surround myself with if they are of high quality, then I will be the next one. And if they are of low quality and stupid and rude and disrespectful and cannot communicate effectively, and intelligently, then I will be that next person. No matter what may be that I am with and who is not able to get to the point and know information and to be able to use it effectively without any ulterior motive of anger that isn’t best and acting out of irrationality and back and forth bickering that doesn’t even show any sort of results and then going back into our own self interests that are not best for anyone, nor is it best for ourselves at all, whatsoever, under any circumstance and event and opportunity. And if i keep this on going, I will never make it and truly struggle and have no purpose into the way  I speak and express myself, and how I have been doing everything with no purpose  and  accuracy in my life, everything was always random and all over the place with no true completely accuracy and purpose to get something done, instead of going off into some other planet, explaining bullshit that doesn’t even make sense to the average person, nor is it best to the other of high quality people as well. Where no one will be of harmony with each other. And how that has been like that for a long time for me, and I was that average person and I still am, to and till this day since the age of 2 and on the way up to 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, and up to 16 that I truly had ambition for myself, but I was only suppressing the low quality features of me for a very very very long time. And how I was not able to do anything special and effective in this world, therefore, my programmed design will never let me do what it is that I aspire and inspire myself to do in my life to get super wealth and super fame and power and control. It is not with me, therefore,  I am not able to do it and to be able to control and do business and lead myself and others. And how no one else was able to do that for themselves, therefore, I could not do that for myself because no one was able to do it, because they were poor and will always be poor. Because they have poor meaning to their words and the way they treat themselves and how they have a poor meaning life and life that is poor and has no meaning at all whatsoever. Where no one will understand what it is that they need to do in this world to do what is best for all, instead to do what is not best and to go along with the flow and and how I have been doing that for a long time, no matter what I do and try in my life, things will never work out, unless i do and change myself to be something different and gradually come up to the higher levels each and every time of high quality resonance and expression and in my ideas. But however, within that right now, I am not able to do anything that is best and of worthiness and high level merit, because I don’t know how to truly communicate and how I am a low quality person. And persona, therefore,  I will always be attracting nothing but low quality people into my life, whether they are disrespectful, rude, ugly, cannot communicate, irrational, is a loser, and so much more. Then I will be attracting nothing but those people into my possession and environment and communication and connection. And how things will never be for the better but to be around low quality losers just like myself all the time and how others are doing the same thing in all poor and middle class, and even high class people are of low quality people as well, they just don’t know it and don’t want to admit that they are.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realise that i am one and equal to low quality people and how I am not able to communicate at higher developing effective levels, no matter how hard I try the people around my environment and how I am as well. Can and will never escape, no matter what due to our programmed design and how it is in fact that I am not able to create and make anything real and of value, because no one around was making anything purposeful and meaningful, therefore, I would be doing the same thing with no meaning and no purpose. Everything will be of low quality for me, and I am  not able to persuade and communicate my message across to and to other people and how it feels as if people are just trying to take my money, when in fact, that is all they care about. And how they are taking the life out of me, to the point where i will have no life and no meaning and no purpose because no one else knows how to think for themselves, within that, I was the one to not be able to think for myself at all either, because no one cares, because they never cared for themselves, and how me and my programmed life and environment and design never will be able to help, unless I forgive myself truly and self honestly in full disclosure that this is me and who I am and who I have become so far. And to what I have accepted and allowed that is not what’s best for me, no matter how hard I try at something, life and reality and nutrition and education will be of true actual superiority for me. It will always be me attracting mediocrity and inferiority in the way I speak, express myself, and live and walk in my life. How many things in my life have and had been so harsh and hard for me to go about and do anything that I’ve ever wanted to do was within me and how I was never going to be able to do that. Because my resonance was ever holding me back because I had no meaning and purpose to the word and the way I express myself is pure inadequacy and so adept and apt to acquiesce so easily when things get hard and difficult to any varying degree and level. It was never a matter of opportunity for me, it was always a matter of chance, with no purpose, guessing and saying things that are not best, and out of this world with nothing making sense and being on topic and being totally random and off topic. No matter what I say and not to be on topic about, it is going to ruin my opportunity and another’s opportunity as well to be able to make something actually real of value and to be able to create and make millions and billions of dollars in wealth. But that was never in me, unfortunately.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realise that I have been surrounding myself with low quality mediocre people all my life and for those who have no purpose and meaning to their life. And wasted so much time and valuable time that could’ve been used and how  I was never able to communicate and surround myself to be with other high quality people that were wealthy and are actually going places and moving and shaking things to be of actual true creation that will be best. And how  I was only and always around complacent people and poor like mentality people who know no better but to do things that are not best for their health, the way they speak and express themselves the way they live and the way do things without even bothering to questions why they are wearing what they are wearing, the way they speak, the way they eat, and the way they live and drive and how in reality, none of the people I knew and know were and still not aware of themselves, no wonder their life is not the way they’ve always wanted it to be. Because of their inner greed and deep down they don’t like their poor state of mind and state of living BUT they accept and allow it anyway, because they don’t care about anything  and themselves, and how I had picked that up and was evidently being another copy just like them, without even knowing why I am living this way, the food I eat, the way i express myself, the people I am associated with and connect on a daily basis or regular basis from to every now and then to never. And sometimes every blue moon or some shit, and how I am living the way I am living, and it is not of actual high quality of anything. Everything in my life and all the people in my life that I’ve ever met were of low quality and probably still are and is, no matter where they are in their life, doing whatever they’re doing, it is a matter of fact, even if they are struggling for air in life or not at all. And how I am also doing the same thing in disrespect and dishonoring my lief constantly, without even bothering to change to do what is best for all, no wonder it  has been so hard for me, and how I am not able to create anything of actual value and creation in this world and even in my world that is not best. Because I have no true self possession and self direction in my life. No wonder I am not able to  trust myself truly to do whatever it takes and to do things in self honesty that is best for me and my growth and for others as well. And how I would always deviate to something that is not best so easily, because I don't have a purpose for anything that I do, I only do it on the cusp of reaction and no plan action at all whatsoever. It’s been my natural  state for so many years, beyond my own belief and imagination, that I am nothing but a low quality person and of no true actual value. And how others will tend to disrespect me and how I will also disrespect  them in return, no matter what, and if  I am not  able to do what is best and to be on topic and make my message simple and conveyed easily, and practically in common sense. I will not be able to do what is best and to make something actually real and of value in this world, and even for myself, of no equal value which cancels out to 0 each and every time to my own secretive laws and equations and mathematics that I am living without even knowing that I am.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realise that I was never taught to be able to know how to bring value into my life, I always have and have always and have been devaluing my life, beyond my own comprehension  and belief and imagination. To the point where nothing  was of actual reality and of value and along with begetting money as well for my value and how I was not able to do anything that was best for me, it was always what was not best for me, therefore, I could never create it. Because I have been in my natural state of limitation and lack and mediocrity and inferiority that is not helping me get anything that I want and aspire to achieve in my life, because even everyone around me, were also of low quality and mediocre as well, therefore, I was bound to be the next person as well in that  sequence, no matter what, I was going to be, and it was predetermined this whole entire time, even before I was born, and being born out of the womb and there I am with other low quality people who will never amount and to live what they’ve always wanted to do truly in their life. But a preprogrammed design of a slave of its environment, for nothing to ever be amounted, ever, at all whatsoever.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become and to live with and be with more low quality people without even realizing that I am attracting what I am equal to, and how I am a low quality person as well, and how I am dishonestly not admitting that. No matter what I do and say, I am of a low quality person, in full honesty, and how i was not able to admit that for years on end, that i am a low quality individual and in the way I speak and express, eat and live, and even in my knowledge is inferior and mediocre. Nothing is of value, because no one around me ever brought value to the table, nothing was ever created for the better, and how family never cared about me, so eventually i never cared about family either, and everyone always separated me in some type and way of varying degree that was going to hold me back, without my true actual realisation of what is going and how I am accepting and allowing such an inferiority atrocity for the worst.

When and as I see myself hanging around too many low quality people for long periods of time, even for a couple minutes or more, I stop and breathe, and go do something that’s best of creation and value for my life and to others.

When and as I see myself about to eat anything of low quality, I stop and breathe.

When and as i see myself doing things and expressing myself in communication that is of low quality, I stop and breathe.

When and as I see myself about to say stupid things that are not getting to the point of the matter int he situation, i stop and breathe.

When and as iI see myself mixing my message up and haphazardly, and no ini order, I stop and breathe.

When and as I see myself not conveying my message clearly and across and to the point, I stop and breathe.

When and as i see myself organizing myself in a very low quality way and how I am not doing things effectively and efficiently, I stop and breathe.

When and as I see myself not wanting to do anything to create a life for myself to be of high quality, and/or with others as well, I stop and breathe.

When and as i see myself getting off topic with what is not of high quality with others, I stop and breathe and gradually change the subject.

When and as I see myself talking like I’ve always been talking and how it is not best, not efficient and effective, I stop and breathe.

When and as I see myself speaking something that is not aligned with my actions and how I am not creating anything of value and money, I stop and breathe.

When and as I see myself being disrespectful and just to be off topic, and not do what is best, I stop and breathe.

When and as I see myself witnessing someone disrespecting me, I stop and breathe, and stop them and challenge them with respect and dignity and integrity.

When and as I see myself not doing what’ best to add value and create to make money, I stop and breathe, and realise what it is that I need to do to get myself moving to the direction of where I want to go in my life for the better

When and as I see myself getting off track with my routine that was helping me, I stop and breathe.

I realise that having a low quality life in fact has no meaning to anything and everything because when things in life have no meaning, it  is of low quality. No matter what it is and what anyone does and or anything of  the say and expression and how that’s the way i was since the age of 2-8 and then onto 16, releasing that I was forever suppressing what was not best for me, therefore, nothing ever amounted for me truly and for the better to me help me get to where I wanted to go. Nor did my parents have any sort of realisation to why that ever was for me, nor did I ever figure it out right until now, releasing this whole scheme, I’ve been living my whole entire life. and how things have been so inconsistent within low quality of organization, sequence of decisions and how things are supposed to be in order and not so much of a chastised quality and abused quality at every corner and turn of my life, to the point where things have not been working out for me for the better, my preprogrammed design has been working against me for a very long. No matter how hard I try at something, things seem to never work out, because I don’t have the proper words that are within that are best to live a high quality life, therefore, I have and had low quality meaning to the words that I know and how I have been accepting and allowing the meaning of those words to have no true meaning and articulation in the order that they are supposed to be perceived with their actual meaning to do what is best and to live the definition of those words to be for what is best for me, therefore, the meaning to the words that have are not best for me. Within that, I will not be able to have a true meaningful and creative life to where I can truly become and to have a better life, instead of a mediocre life and inferior life like my parents, former friends, other people I used to do business with in the past, relatives and other family members who were of just plain division and never of acting together as a cohesive and responding unit. Instead it was always some type of division going on and never together. It was more like 2+1=3, instead of 1+1 and so on to become together. And how no one had any sort of common sense and actual practicality to life, therefore, there was no meaning and purpose to anything, and how  all and each of everyone’s decisions and expressions were of low quality and articulation and full of inadequacy at every corner and turn, and breath. No matter what time and day it was, it was always some type of mediocrity and inferiority going on. Nothing of true value, therefore, nothing real.

 I realise that my life has been of low quality since I was 2 and even before I was born, not ever realising that I am not truly capable of what i want to do in my life, especially my parents as well, even when my father wanted to check on his ancestry, that his whole family was poor and nothing but farmers, and how that was the absolute truth, with no one ever being rich, because in fact and reality, everyone  was illiterate and too stupid to know anything, and therefore, couldn’t even speak up for themselves, no could do it for others, even when others were saying and doing things that were not best for all. Therefore, no one ever made it  out to riches and prosperity, and how my life has come to be where it is, because no one has ever realised this in the family but me. And how my life has not turned out to be what i wanted t to be, in fact it was already predetermined for me, by people who never knew what to do with their lives but to be nothing but a slave like everyone  else, and never even bothering to question why their life is the way it is to be at all whatsoever.

I realised that I have lived a life of lies and mediocre meaning in my words and how I live and express and  articulate myself to varying degrees and levels that is  not best. And how I was not able to suffice my actual efforts to show something real because it was not within me, and how I have lived such a low quality that will get me nowhere, unless I change for real, in my expression, my words, the way I articulate and express myself  in power and liveliness, then things will  truly change, though  I will need to change myself for the better, and not for the other around for a life of mediocrity. 

I realise that my parents don’t know what it’s like to go have a good life, nor good education, life, nutrition, education, excursions, and much more, and how everyone never had enough money, therefore, i thought not having enough money was the actual norm and just  to  get  by and never actually enough for anything, nor food, nor books, nor of support, nor of  education, nor of anything. And how  everyone I ever knew had and always had lived a life of inferiority and mediocrity for the worst, no wonder no  one has what they want in life, and how i don’t have what i want in my life either, especially the basic needs of water, food, shelter and education and much other things to learn and to  be able to apply in our  real lives  for the better, evidently, unfortunately, it   was never that way a t all whatsoever. Everything was always  settled for mediocrity and inferiority, nothing  was of high quality, no one knew how to speak, and express rationally, everyone always spoke  irrationally, and always in anger and spitefulness and resentfulness to the point where no one ever  got along and understood each other. They were always seeking to be understood, instead of seeking to understand one another, and how it was my parents and myself being delirious not knowing what to do with our lives, and to live in contemplation and security, and stupidity inferiority. Of The west. 

I realise that I have lived a life of never having  enough money and never enough food on the table, we never went to places, we never did anything together, everyone was  soon and e eventually divided into their own vices and own little bubble, to where no one ever knew when it will ever explode on them. If they so happen to let it.

I realise that I am back square one, where I first started, and how things are not what’s best for me and the things that I am doing for business is not getting me far at all, no matter how much  I persist and persevere, nothing will ever amount, ever.

I commit myself to build a life of a high quality environment, my self expression, my articulation and communication, the way I talk and express and do business. What I do drive, what I do on a daily basis, and routine and as well, what I do to persist and persevere, no matter  what is going on and to create and to beget a life that is best for me. And to do what is best for all in business, to learn and apply myself and understand and apply ways of negotiations at gradually higher levels of skill and to rank up in the business world. And as along with ranking up in my life, and to keep scaling bit by bit, observing what I do and don’t do, and do what I should do and always find something to do and perfect my routine for my ultimate super success. To model and reprogram myself for super success, integrating vocabulary and learning how to become the best version of myself each and every day with purpose and meaning for LIFE! For as I see myself as life and life resonance as the flesh in reality and awareness as to improve and adapt for the better as LIFE!

I commit myself to become to live a life and get help and support others and get feedback to whom that are credible and of high quality to help me with feedback and so I will know what to do better next time if I cannot see it myself. Therefore, I commit myself to Trust Thyself in ‘Every-’Way’ no matter what, and observe what I do and not doing in attempt and to do what I am resisting myself to not do, and to reverse into self directive principle and self possession as LIFE!, for as I see myself as life and life resonance in reality and in awareness to improve and adapt for the better, as LIFE!


I commit myself to Will myself to do whatever it takes and trust myself in every way and to master myself, so nothing outside of me masters me, and therefore, I master myself, know thyself, and I shall Master Thyself as the flesh and self directive principle as the individual as LIFE, the will to forgive, the will to trust myself in every way, the will to trust myself to mean what I say and do what I mean to say that’s best for me to grow to new heights than ever before. And to help and lead others to do the same practically and not theoretically, in the best ways possible for my ultimate and our ultimate super success! For as I see myself as life and life resonance in reality and in awareness to improve and adapt for the better, as LIFE!

I commit myself to challenge those who try to deter me with a shit purpose and I will give them no mercy, with respect and dignity for those who try to abuse for what is not best as life, and to show the abuse on earth and what and why and how people are not doing anything to help themselves, because they know deep down, that they are hopeless losers. For as I see myself as self directive principle as the resonance and the flesh as life!

I commit myself to truly to know and understand how to give relentless meaning to life and my life and to create and make things in life valuable and meaningful and simple at higher levels of understanding each and every time for the better. To become to read more books, one at a time, and doing things no matter what I do, it is always One More, and then one more and then one more, the Principle of 1+1 and so on, adding more and more along the way to achieve much more than ever! To keep persevering and improving and adapting along the way, supporting myself, receiving feedback and support from others, and to give support to others who deserve it and are worthy of it,  if they would like to participate and to win together for the better! I will influence them and persuade them to do what is best and consider and recommend options, in the best compelling ways possible the individual and/or I myself to do what is best and great for the better!, for as I see myself as life and life resonance in reality and in resonance to improve and adapt for the better, as LIFE!

I commit myself to Will myself, Will myself to forgive, Will myself to do create value and lots and lots of money, and Will myself to create more and more productivity than ever before, and connecting with my colleagues that are doing what’s best, and reading upon biographies and other books that are good and great, and to apply the information and work with others and to see what their feedback is, although I know the answer for me. I would like to know a different insight to those who are doing what’s best and disregard those who are not out of respect and integrity and dignity. To will myself to become to communicate and articulate and convey my message across simply and directly and straight to the point effectively with self directive principle as LIFE, as the Principal of my Life, for as I see myself as life and life resonance in reality and in awareness to improve and adapt for the better, for my ultimate super success!

I commit myself to be patient with others, as when needed in the best moment and time, and to take control and self directive principle of the situation and lead together, and if they are not willing to do so, then that is okay, the person will need time to and for themselves to realise to work as a team and not just alone as the lone ranger going nowhere, to no man’s land. For as I see myself as self directive principle as LIFE!

I commit myself to understand and to only eat healthy foods that are best for me and only the best, and to encourage myself with healthy juices and water, and along with supplements, and to encourage my wife and kids and employees and directors, senior partners, all general partners of the firm and who work with the firm to become to have a high quality life. To explain and keep things simple in stability, practicality, in order of sequence, common sense, to do what is best for all, in the best ways possible. And to understand and know how to create an environment at the firm and at home for super success and fun to be at and do sorts of fun things in creation and at the business, to dominate and rule the market with help and cooperation and coalition and collaboration from all and everyone of the firm, suppliers, vendors and much more for the better. For as I see myself as life and life resonance as the flesh as living words, as self directive principle as LIFE!

I commit myself to forgive myself of what is not best within me and what I see within others that if I haven’t investigated within me, and to write breathing statements to stop and breathe that when and if a reaction that is not best, I will stop and breath and take self directive principle in the moment and will myself to lead. Then to realisation statements to realise what I had and have reacted to and what was not best for me, to realise what happened within the timeline and gridline of my life. Within that, I commit myself to write self commitment statements and along within self corrective physical self application, as life to recorrect myself into what is best for me and how I can improve and adapt to and live the living change to improve and adapt for the better. Within using the tools of TechnoTutor, Desteni I Process, self forgiveness and self corrective application and the Desteni blogs heavens and creations journey’s to life and to rebirth myself back to life for my ultimate and super success!, for as I see myself as life and life resonance in reality and in awareness to improve and adapt for the better as the flesh, as self directive principle and self possession as LIFE!