I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I am allergic to cats and dogs fur as if it were a real thing and how a doctor had mentioned to me very very many years ago and how he must’ve given me a shot and how I have become allergic to cats and dogs fur. And how ever since i was allergic to them from a due shot in my arm from a needle with some type of liquid in it and how it was not in my best interest to have it within me as a human being and how i am not supposed to be having any chemicals in my body that will try to make me allergic to things of animals and their fur and how it will preclude me from doing anything to being near an animal that has fur and how i want it to make the animal feel noticed and better for. And instead I was deceived for the worst by some doctor when I was a baby in the hospital and was struck with a needle with some type of fluid within it and how it became allergic ever since. I remembered screaming and wanting to cry so loudly and then later the doctor was smiling and put some type of white cloth on my arm to stop the bleeding from the chemical needle that was injected into me and how it has made me who i am today to be allergic to such a thing as animals of cats and dogs specifically and their fur. And whenever I rub my face or anything or my arms and hands and legs, I start to itch and make it much worse not realising that I was again allergic to the fur and how it is and how it was to be.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as a doctor to be a deceiver and was paid to shut up and not inject any chemicals into any new born, but i did it anyway, just to protect my job and how it was and is my only security to stay alive and be afloat for what I have. And not help anyone have true health and how I am not the person to be trusted , because I know no better but to deceive parents and to make this child be stabbed with a needle or a chemical to be allergic to dogs and cats fur without realising that this will last throughout his life. And how I will soon destroy more lives with vaccines and other ways of shots to the arm of needles and chemicals that are mixed into the fluid to be stabbed into many childrens arms and adults to ruin one another and their life for the worse. And how I have never considered one another and have to hurt one person and how this child and baby was screaming and crying after I was coming with the needle and a white cloth and stabbed the child with it. And injected the fluid, even though my mother didn’t want it in my arm and how she allowed it and didn’t realise what was going on and how i was reacted to the fluid that was injected into my arm from a deceiver doctor who never had anyone’s best interest but to hurt one another by chemicals to be injected into my arm and how that is not best for me, nor for the child and how I would exactly do the same to my child and their children and to be truly afraid of doing that to myself. And contrary to the severe damages that would cause me and dishearten me as well. And if i got the shot as well with the chemicals and how demonstrating destroying they were, I would've not last either and how it would worst upon me and not ever for the better.
I forgive myself as a mother and father as parents and other people that were within the hospital to allow such a shot and how we never informed and possibly knew the whole time that it would be good and possibly destroy my son and how the chemicals in the fluid would hurt him without me even realising what is going into my son’s arm and heart. And into his bloodstream and how I was never in fact in realisation to realise that I was being deceived and to allow such an atrocity to hurt my son and not realise that I am the abuser to the system and to my son as well. And how I have yet to realise such a thing to be hurting my son without even realising that he was and is getting chemicals into his arm and how i was never even able to process information in english to be able to see such an atrocity as he was crying and weeping so loudly and how the doctor came with needle and how i did not top him and thought it was good to help him be a newborn and be healthy. When in fact and reality, it did not help him, it only made it worse for his breathing and gasping for air so harshly and he was never able to breathe effectively and had to be sent back to the hospital again to be on a ventilator to breathe. And how he was just crying so much and crying and balling up into a fetus position and never wanted to open up and how i left him in despair not realising that what is going on with my child and how i never realised this doctor and their associates are nothing but deceivers thinking that the system of drugs should be injected into people and not only in themselves as contradicting delusions that are not doing what’s best for all, instead, it is for the worst of all beings on earth, for whomever go into a hospital for birth and/or treatment of anything and any kind at all whatsoever.
When and as I see myself being afraid of touching myself and being afraid of thinking that I am allergic to cats and dogs fur and how I will be itching so much within my eyes and skin, I stop and breathe. I realise that I was injected with something of chemicals that was not in my best interest and how it made me angry just now releasing this and what the doctor was doing when he or she came up to me and had a white cloth to wipe away the blood after that I was injected with something that was harmful to me for the rest of my life in my assumption and their belief as well. And how that wasn’t the best thing to do for any child, any adult, any animal or anything at all or anyone and/or anybody at all whatsoever. That stabbing chemicals into a newborn is not what’s best for all, and whoever does it, should be dead.
When and as I see myself wanting to give a shot to my own kids arm and my wife's arm or anyone’s arm, I will stop the person and disregard them and make them go away, and therefore, I stop and breathe. I realise that letting a doctor of someone who I don’t know that well, stab into my child's arm or any body or myself at all or anyone and anybody, is not what’s best for all and how it doesn't serve anything to be putting chemicals and harsh chemicals to be injected into the bloodstream for the worst. And how no one will ever truly live long after for the rest of their life and have an impediment to their life and living when they do grow up and have deformities and are not able to do anything with their life. And if I were to accept and allow that, I would be the ultimate deceiver as well.
When and as I see myself wanting to be angry for someone else’s health being deteriorated through chemicals and how one wants to do it to me, I stop and breathe redirect. I realise that consuming chemicals of any kind, within food, medication, drink or anything, drug or whatever, is what's best for human life and organic living. And how we are not supported correctly with natural medicine, and not drugs that aren’t best for the human body and mind to be developed. And if it were inclined to do so, it would damage the child’s life, person or anyone, for permanent damage and severe side effects and effects for the worst and how it won’t help anyone at all whatsoever. And how all doctors who are associated with the pharmaceutical industry, are nothing but deceivers and have yet to question why they do what they do and have what they have in their inventory and procedures at birth, or even later oo in their life to others and how the side affects and effects would destroy one another and how they see others as one and unequal to have more power to be dressed in a white coat or any type of clothing to administer drugs and believe it is a good thing to believe and take. When in reality it will destroy the human and their daily life living for the worst.
I commit myself to do natural birth with my wife and how we will not be taking drugs of any kind and do the natural process and way for healthy and strong vibrant children for our lives for the better. And to use natural medicine and natural methods for the better and figure out what best ways for natural remedies of medicine and research them for the better and do so for what’s best for the children and for ourselves as well for the better, for as i see myself as life and life resonance awareness to improve and adapt for the better.
I commit myself to become much more healthier and fit and help my wife do the same and how we can both become stronger and healthier together for the better, and become creative and innovative in our ways to true health and wealth and opulent for the better. For as I see myself as life and life awareness resonance to improve and adapt for the better for my wife’s and I super and super success!
I commit myself to write, speak self forgiveness to forgive myself of what is not best within me and how i can write them through self realisation statements and realise for what I have reacted to. That was not in my best interest, and nor for anyone at all whatsoever, and within that I commit myself to write self commitment statements and use the tools of Self forgiveness, TechnoTutor and Desteni and books to improve. And within that to re-correct myself into my best self and become much more better to become my better self than ever before and to live the living change of my super super super success!
