Friday, November 27, 2020

Day 63: Skim reading?, because you're distracted!

 Skim reading

(Read Aloud and Breathe)


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to skim read and not realise that I have been doing it for so many years and how many of the people that I've known in the past that do this, do not care about what is at hand. And wanting to just get to the details and get things done in an inefficient manner, within that, I found myself skim reading and not following through with the pages and the words that are on the papers themselves. And how I am not even taking my reading actually seriously and applying the information in my real life, in physical application and doing what is simple to start and to get the momentum going. But even that, even if I do end up starting, I end up going to some other direction as if I need to be distracting myself just because the book seems so long, or the article of anything seems so long to read at and how it is not suiting my needs and wants in my dishonesty to just skim through something and how I have found many people do this.  As i have seen them skim through my resume when I applied for jobs, schools, or whatever it was, then I started to skim and never read the full thing in print as if I  don’t even know what it is like to  truly read and process information the correct and best ways, instead of skimming and scanning through the pages and not considering the fact that i'm just trying to waste my time, just so I will get through something wanting it  to be done already. As if I'm not even enjoying the time to read and the leisure  to get information and acquire ti and use it, but even that, even if I did acquire the information, I did not truly ever apply it practically, because I didn’t recognize  the words ad how to do it, i only abdicated my responsibility and ability to not do what is best for myself and in the moment of  actual real reality of reading and recognizing text on pages and gathering the information and how the words are turning in sentences and then into ideas, that I never did ever take fully in  and took  it 100% to use. But ever since, each and  every book that I’ve ever started, I never finished them, no wonder I have not read that much and only abdicated my ability to read was only forever more festered into nothingness and just plain complacency to where i wouldn’t even bother to finish the book or chapter or article or whatever it was to me. I just could never finish it, because I know I couldn't because I never truly learned how to read  fully and right through the pages to process and to be able to do what is best for me, so I can truly become effective within myself. Instead  i became ineffective and inefficient within myself wanting to read, but only resisted it, because of so subtle temptations to want to put the book down, just because it feels so long and how I might be wasting my time, and how i am only just  trying to distract myself just so i can distract myself with something else instead of doing something that is actually productive and good for me. Instead I leave it and fester it, and do nothing,  as if my life is never meant for something for real, if  I don’t read and actually apply something to my life, practically be focused and disciplined within myself as principle and directive principle. And how that was never the case for me ever since, I was 10 or 11 or 12 or something like that, just no one ever decided to read to me, because in fact, there were books at home, but entertainment, as movies, music that isn’t best, even the movies, as well. Constant television, porn, my parents' music and how loud it was and how I was never able to focus on anything that I’ve ever wanted to do. It was always like that, therefore, there was never any sort of focus in the home at all whatsoever. It was nothing forcing distractions, and how it was so easy to go back into the old patterns and how I would do  the same thing with reading and having to put down the book ever so easily, and not wanting to finish the chapter and actually making something real for myself to be able to use. Instead of wanting to put the book down and have to immediately want to distract myself just so I can easily put down something that I am ever so easily to go towards for distraction that isn’t even best. And how i feel that i need to devote my time to distraction instead of something actually truly purposeful such as  reading and applying it. No wonder my life has compounded into the wrong direction that is not best for me, nor for anyone either at all whatsoever. When it came to business and work itself, nothing actually for the better, cutting myself off from doing something that was actually helping me for real. And how i never gave any heeded required attention of myself, to do what is best, because in fact, my parents never  gave me that heeded attention at all either, no wonder I have no true focus on what I want to be doing that’s best for me and to focus on it fully, being here and nowhere else. And even it also came to mismanaging and mis-prioritizing my time and saying no constantly to myself to distract myself more and more, to the point where there was no  absolute return. Even if it  was social media and other media outlets to distract myself forever more to do nothing with my life for the worst. Even that, I was never able to read and read and comprehend and read actually fast to process my reality and my world, when in fact and reality, life was always here, I was not, within the mind and how reality was never there for me, my whole life in complete delusion for the worst.

I forgive myself for accepting  and allowing myself to not focus and not realise that I’ve never had actual  true focus, it was always me deviating from something and how my parents made me deviate from something that 'we wanted, even though I was just a baby and wanted  to be curious  about something and they took it away from me, and made me focus on something else that wasn’t even best for me. Not giving me the proper attention to what is best for me, instead my mother only did it for what was best for her and not for me, same with my father, and how they were both deadbeat losers, and how none of them were ever to realise what was best for me. They only did it out of their own sacrifice and not for me, no wonder I don’t have a lot in my life, and how I have nothing, within lack and limitation, therefore, nothing was ever for the better for me. And hw I am now doing the same bullshit that my parents did to me as I was a baby and growing up to be older as I was just only 1 or 2 years old. Being deviated so easily to something else that wasn’t of proper etiquette and control, for myself, nor was i even supported, I was always distracted by other people and how there was never a focus, even when my relatives were around, I was never appreciative of them being there, because I only wanted to do what I wanted to do. And how I am acting and living the  same abuse from what my parents had done to me when I was a baby of 1 or 2 years old. Being so easily distracted by my parents  and how they screamed and yelled in my ear just to get my attention as if i was blind and delusional and how these fools did this fucking bullshit to me, when and as i was growing up, and how they never cared for me. But  to yell at me and abuse me physically and emotionally to the point where it angered me. And how I had to raise my voice back at this other person who never had my best interest in my mind, no wonder I don't have the same for myself, nor in any other area of my life was ever for the better, therefore, I never had the life that i was supposed to have of stability and abundance. Instead it  was programmed and distracted by fucking idiots yelling at me as i was only just a baby. And how I didn’t even know what the fuck was going on, with people yelling at me and perceiving me as a dog, when in fact and reality, I was not. Just others perceived me  to be that way, and how I was not treated like a human being, but an animal or a dog or  cat, at all whatsoever. I was never cared for, I was only  forever more neglected and how I am neglecting my life, and how my parents are doing the same thing in their own oblivion and stupidity for the absolute fucking worse and atrocious bullshit that is happening up until this  very detrimental instance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to deviate myself so easily and how  I was being affected by that from parents and relatives even when I was a cute baby and young,  within 1 or 2 years old and was never able t o focus. I  was only  always being distracted and deviating to something ever so easily, because some type of loud noise and yelling came into my  ear by someone who never cared about me, and only wanted to  get my  attention just because they never got the attention to be  cared about truly either. And how I was fucked up from the very beginning that very day and to never have any true focus ever since, and to be a slave to distractions and easy noises to my own deviation and oblivion for the worst. No wonder I am not able to  create anything to be real with discipline and actual focus for real. No wonder I do not have the money that I want to have and get for myself. Therefore, my life is not where it is to be for  the better and where it should’ve been for the better  instead it has been a standing still halt. No matter what I did  and wanted to do for business, I would always deviate into wrong distractions and go into different things that weren’t even benefitting me, therefore, I  was able to do what was best for me. And how I would never focus and keep making the same repeating mistakes and never fix them, no wonder I was able to  do what was best for me, because my parents and relatives  never did what was best for me. And  how i created most of  it along the way, and how my  attention was  so radical and my focus was eradicated  from the very beginning of that very day. When i was around with others and was getting older and having more growth as a baby. No wonder I am not able  to  focus on anything  truly and to make it a true revealing result to be real within my actions and  efforts to make something valuable and to get me further to where I want to go. But I never did, and  was able to focus for real, because I was living a program of  being yelled at since I was a little baby, by stupid people who didn’t even know what was going on but  to distract me from others who never had my best interest. And eventually I did cry and how others were  saying ohhh, and all this other shit, and how they didn’t even realise what they did  to  me to make me be that way and cry and deviate to something safe and to make the  loud noises  stop. But no one ever did that, they only started in the  same  situation and  how I was  there and hushed and walked back into the room where everyone was, but I was never  taken care of truly for the better at all whatsoever. My parents  as my father and mother always did stupid shit and always got drunk on alcohol and did nothing with their lives truly, especially my deadbeat father. Who is  loser now and how he has  fucked his life, just like he did to mine, and how I was never  in realisation of that very starting point and how it  affected each every culminating decision and how it emerged so easily within me,  deviating on everything that I’ve ever done and never had  the actual true focus. Instead of just putting something down and not wanting to  do anything with  it and finish it and as i see it as so.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as parents as father and mother to constantly distract our baby son and how we  yelled at him and made him cry even though he  was just so  little. And wanted to play with him, but we were playing with ourselves, making it worse upon our baby  boy. Not realising that we  were leading him into oblivion and deviation his whole entire life, not even knowing that we were doing that, and how he has ever since never had any true focus, nor  did we either, to ever finish anything truly to make it a true actual result. Even the same from us, we were always actual potential real deadbeats as well, scoring our son, just so we can get his attentions to make him give me attention and give to me and give to me only and never to anyone else, and how I am actually ruining this little baby and damaged him and his life and made his innocence worse off than actual  stability and actual care for the better. No wonder I am not able to do  what  was best for me, nor for my son, nor for my wife, nor for my husband, what kind of fucking atrocious bullshit have we done to  our  baby. No  wonder we’re fucked. No  wonder our baby son  was not ever truly able to focus and had to be deviated to something  that wasn’t even best, and how he did this his whole entire, life going from business to business and  was able to make anything real and of actual value. Nor could we either, because we never had any focus and how our parents had  done the same to us, yelling in our ears as a baby to get attention to be able to turn my head my so quick to see what  that noise was, expecting him and myself to get the attention together, and to see what it was and to be expected to smile. When in fact, I made him cry and how I was done the same to when I was a baby, and having to  do this for so long, not ever realising that this was happening to me, as i was doing the same thing without even thinking about what i was doing that was detrimental to my son. Therefore, I am not qualified to be doing something like that, no wonder my baby is fucked up, therefore, I was fucked up as well, how fucking sad that shit is. And how I thought  this was normal, but it was abuse, even when I did tell him no and no again and again and again, to the point when and as he was growing up, he eventually rebelled and never listened to me ever again. No wonder I complain to him that he never listens to me, because I am always only forever more telling him to not do what he is not supposed to do to my own fact and lies as a contradiction, no  wonder he  is not able to  listen to me. Because I am not the person to be listening to, because I don’t even know what the fuck I’m talking about to be advising myself, no my son at all whatsoever. Because my advice is shit, no wonder I am fucked and everyone around me, my wife, my husband, my son, my grandparents, my parents, all fucked, broke and dead, just like I am about to be, for the worst.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to finally realise this now, and how it has affected each and damn decision that I’ve ever made, no  wonder I was not able to focus on anything true  and of  validity for the better at all whatsoever. Everything was always distraction after distraction, and how there  was always some type of limitation within lack itself for the worst. No wonder I am not able to  read and always skim read and never recognize  the words, because I was only wanting to get through it and never actually make something of it for real, and for the better at all whatsoever. No wonder ever since that day of 1 or 2 years of age, I was distracted by people who were abusive to me and yelled in my ear to get my attention ad how now I am seeing my other relatives do that to other  people babies and kids, so young, when they’re not even in actual true realisation of what is going on. And taking in the  abuse and acidic food that people are eating and how disgusting and nasty it is, that it is not  best for anyone to  eat it, at all  whatsoever. And how I was  fed that, not knowing that my body should’ve had healthy meats and vegetables that are supposed to be organic and good for my health and well being. Nor did I have any of the books at home, nor could anyone read and was even able to read, therefore, I never picked up a book ever truly so ever since and  never finished any book, no matter how intense it  was, gruesome or whatever the topic was in the  chapter of the book itself. I never paid to heed any attention to the topic of whatever was going on in the book and the pages within it. No wonder I skim read so much  and never  actually read  and understand the  words and to be able to apply them  as  the information in my real life for real. And how I have so many books and none of them have been read over 5 years, since I acquired them. Only reading 10 books in 5 years and never doing anything with them, at all, whatsoever. No wonder I am not  where I want to be in my life, since that very day of 1 or 2 years old, I was distracted by loud noises and yelling in my ear, as a baby, and how it  struck me and made me angry to whomever was trying to get my attention tapping on me, swiping my skin, hitting me, yelling at me. Not knowing and understanding how sensitive I was as a baby, no wonder I am not where I want to be, in my life, at all, within stability, financially, relationships, and within my  own fulfillment, nothing at all, whatsoever. Tarnished and destroyed focus and deviated towards detrimental ways of distraction, no matter how subtle  and easy it was for me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realise that, as I was growing up, and wanted to be in business for myself, other people wanted to tease me and play around with me, and  to potentially try to  deviate me from what  was best for the focus. And to want me to focus on rape and murder, instead of making money and doing what’s best for me and helping me to get where I wanted to go. Instead of detrimental bullshit information that doesn’t even fucking matter to me, whoever you are reading this and  if you were that person, fuck you, this is  your last life, and you won’t get another, you’ll end up fucking yourself if you keep fucking with other people like that, and you don’t wanna fuck with that, because you only fuck with yourself. That’s not best, and not acceptable, at all whatsoever.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as an adult to mess with this person and make them be felt like they are being teased, when in actuality, I am doing that, with murder and rape, as if other people do not matter and how life  should be  treated for the better. And to not see  anyone as equal and one as another human being. Instead I never saw it  that way, and only forever more abused it and made it in a  way where  all life was to be forever more, abused for the worst. Even When it came to pretty women  and  how when we were  at an event, for business, and how it was like that, and now no one was ever  respected but speak out my secret mind to  what I would do to  a woman if she were to come over here  and be with me and come home with me. And how if anyone  were to mess with me, I would kill them and if this person that I was talking to, were to mess with me, I would slice his  throat and make him bleed and squirt all over  the ground and  gasping for air. And how I do not have t he best intentions of helping anyone but to pain a picture in his mind of murder and struggle life by being abused from another person as me to want to  kill someone as if I never actually truly valued a life but my own  self interest and god and Jesus and the shitty churches of the world Itself, in absolutely detrimental ways of expression for the worst. No wonder I'm just a  sinister  and an idiot, no matter how much money  I have, I can not  hide anything, but hiding it in my secret mind is absolute delusion for the worst. Therefore, I do not value all life, nor do I value myself, but my own self interest, and nothing else at all whatsoever.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not  value all life equally, no wonder i am not in the position to be qualified for where I want to be in my life, even though I see those visions and how it is to where i want to be and as  i am gettin closer, it only feels as if it is ever going away. When in reality, I am only seeing something from a movie or picture, and how it was showing just a graven image of life and what the elite so called to be living in. and how I would always perceive  my life to be that way and to never have it to be of actual true growth of nothing at all whatsoever. No matter what i attempted to go for, I was never able to fully go through  with what i wanted to do, at  all whatsoever. Just because of the simple ways of deviating as a  baby  carried onto my adult life and  responsibilities  were forever more tarnished for the worst. And how I was never serious about making anything to be real and to actually come  true for myself at all, ever and how nothing  was ever built for the better, but   was always falling apart for me, and how I never would be able to build something for real. Just because others never knew how to build anything for themselves either, no wonder my life is the  way it is for the  worst. And how my  ways of living  within living the living words as the flesh  were not helping me in anyway  at all whatsoever, making  deviate to things that I do and did not want i intend to do, but my resonance as the DNA heredity of information was making me do it, because I was programmed to be that way but others and was given to and distracted and held by others who never had my  best interest in mind and  heart, at all whatsoever. And how i  was constantly distracted by  so many  people ever since and it was only 3-5 people that day of being of the age of 1 to 2 years old being held and yelled  at from others. And how it ruined my whole entire life, no matter what i wanted to  do, I never wanted  to  listen to anodyne, because no one ever had my best interest at heart, ever since that day, I never had and  never did ever have my best interest at heart at all whatsoever. All from that very day and week, it would’ve ruined my whole entire life, being abused physically and emotionally for the worst, and now that some of them are either  broke, and dead and almost soon to die, because of sickness, alcohol and drugs. And how the same thing is happening with my focus and  easy deviation to what is not best for me and who  knows where it will even lead me to at all. Only I will know, if I haven't forgiven myself of this  till now. Realising others have skim  read many things and never read the whole entire document and/or book at once, and to understand it, instead people have just skimmed through information and never did anything with it, no wonder the people that I’ve potentially wanted to do  business  with, were low quality, no matter how much money they have or little or whatever  it is that they own. They  are in actuality, illiterate. And how that affected me and my  opportunities, to what I was attracting, what I am equal to, was actually detrimental for me, no wonder my life  is not where I want it to be. Nowhere to be for the better, at all whatsoever.

When and as I see myself deviating from something that is for what I am, that is not best for me, even if it takes just a few minutes of distraction and no  purpose to it,I stop and breathe.

When and as I see myself skim reading just to distract myself and not read whatever i am doing with full effort and responsibility towards it, I stop and breathe.

When and as I see myself wanting to put down something so easily and not want to  finish it  through for the better  to become better for and as myself, I stop and breathe.
When and as I see myself  blurring myself into mistakes and quick deviations with no fix to it and no self direction for the better, I stop and breathe.

When and as I see myself trying to bicker back and argue my way to make another pay for their mistake and what they’ve done to me, I stop and breathe.

I realise that each and every time that I’ve  ever wanted  to pick up a book and to read it, I would always skim through it and never make a true reading experience to apply the information into my life. Because I couldn’t even process information correctly because I would always deviate towards/to something else that wasn’t even benefiting me at all whatsoever.

I realise that I would never want to finish things of reading and of any task and assignment for myself and from working with others, all the way, no wonder I have none of the actual focus that I want in my life, therefore, I was not able to make anything of a true reality for myself, ever since  at all whatsoever. Nor was there any support for me at all whatsoever.

I realize that being yelled at and to be made to give my attention to something and someone that was making the noise, wondering who that was yelling at me to get my attention, was only forever more  destroying and abusing my life. Just  to make me smile and give  attention to a person whois not able to express themselves in a  stable with me, but  to play around with me and abuse me and think that it won’t matter later in my life, not  even considering the fact that I was being hindered that very day of 1 or 2 years of age that old and now that I am being abused for my attention and not knowing who it was constantly every second. Not even knowing who  is there or who isn’t there, and how it all stemmed from that very point and affected each and every fucking culminating event, circumstance, opportunity  and decision that never was able to  support me  with whatever i wanted to do. Because I never truly focused on what was best to achieve, no wonder I was  able to do anything for real. Nor was I able to process any type of information in the best effective and efficient ways possible. Instead it  was all ineffective and inefficient for the absolute delusional and illusional ways possible to destroy my life and how I have led myself into the abyss and how my parents have done the same for me. No wonder I had rebelled them, because they wanted me to not  do what they didn’t want me to do, and to never let me be free and  express myself, because they never truly raised me to become the person I was meant to become. They  only forever destroyed my life, tarnished it, destroyed it, and how my life is the way it is, today, with nothing, but unread books, and unfinished accomplishments, all tarnished and forgotten about, within lost opportunities of something that could’ve been for the better for me. And how it was all purely abused and neglected for the worst.

I realise that my life was never going to be better ever since, that day, upon my realisation of this and where my life is where it's at right now, with nothing not a lot of money in my bank account, not a lot of read books and applied information. Because I couldn’t recognize the words and never truly had a  joy for reading and to apply it and make something real of myself and in front of me and with others. Was never considered  about, nor was it done in the best ways possible of actual skill  for anything to be for the better at all, whatsoever. And how I kept doing this, but  was never able to stop destroying my life, and how everything  was always falling apart, because I was always deviating myself to something else and never had a good foundation to build anything to be of true validity, ever since. No wonder I was able to make a lot of money, build relationships within it, having that trust within myself to do what  is best, I mean literally whatever for the better. And how I was never able to do anything of creation and value for my life and for with others. And how my life has ended up to where it is today, lacking with so many limitations, not able to do anything for myself, not able to make the money that I’ve always wanted and to have the things and life that I’ve always wanted. Within the relationships built along the way, were never built, because I never had a great  relationship  with myself, nor did my parents, so I never knew how  to network and connect with others, no wonder my life is not where it is supposed to be  for the better, at all. Not truly being able to trust myself for real to make something be for the better for myself, nor do I trust myself fully to create a life for the better, afraid that it might fall apart again, no matter how big or small. Not ever knowing if my creations will ever be of validity for real.

I realise that I was not able to have and develop a real life of abundance and true actual validity for the better, at all. And how each and every creation that I’ve ever made, fell apart, and was  destroyed by others, such as my father, and how he destroyed my toy cars on a coffee table, not ever expressing to me that I was scratching it up. And how he only wanted  to destroy what I had and was enjoying, and how ever since that day, it also affected each and every decision that I’ve ever made. And never had  any true actual success for real, ever since.

I realise that whatever I created, it was never made to be of true validity for the better at all, whatsoever.

I commit myself to be sure of myself and trust myself to understand and know how to build things and rebuild my life and my stability and how I see reality and interact within it.  And to be able to create business, and money, relationships, abundance and prosperity into my life, and to get the support within it  along the way and plan accordingly for what’s best of common sense and actual practicality. For the better. For as I see myself as life and life resonance as self awareness and self directive principle to giving 100% from myself in the best ways possible for the better as LIFE!

I commit myself to develop myself to trust myself fully to 100% each and every time in each and all of my decisions and creations and to lead others to do the same within me, and to do it out of principle and never just out of experience for the sake of it may not be able to work, when it is only just a fear from another, to do it anyway, there’s nothing to lose but try it out with focus and fortitude and determination to make something  real of true tactical creation and execution. By making our physical the guideline and intellectually becoming better within that to make our lives for the better, abundantly, to prosper for the  better, to create and build and develop truly for the better, for as I see myself as life and life resonance in awareness and  as self directive principle as and for LIFE! Making sure which ways are the best to  go about and then roll it out and test it and keep going for the better!

I commit myself to inform myself and educate myself and to get the support from myself and from  others who are my colleagues and who are stable and are making things to be real and of validity for real. To be focused on what I am reading and  understand what is being conveyed, and how the words are being conveyed and what it is presenting that I can use into my life and to share it with others for the better as well. And to see what others feedbacks are, and what they think of it and what they  think is best to do, and come to my own conclusion as well, and to see what is best to do, and keep going and improving the ways of execution and adapting when and if something were to ever impede,  and to self direct myself and others if anyone is around for the better. For as I see myself as life and life resonance awareness as self directive principle  for and as LIFE for the better!

I commit myself to be focused on the task and assignment at hand, to whatever it is that I am doing and to stay on topic and that nothing else matters, but to build what we have going on and consider the other ramifications and to what we can do counter that and  to build something with a  true strong foundation and  developing it and scaling it to new heights than ever before. Doing it practically and pragmatically, and  to disregard theory automatically, that practicality with  everything to be of true creation and development is and will be for the better. For as I see myself as life and self directive principle within awareness for and as life for the better!

I commit myself to pay the heeded attention to what matters most and focus on what matters and to follow up and follow through with focus, consistency and pure persistence and perseverance for the better. To that whatever of a business deal is going on, to stay on topic and subject of the objective with others and to never deviate to anything else, unless it be needed to have fun and to see what we can do to have fun while we do business and  complete the business matters at hand for the better. For as I see myself as life and life resonance of awareness using the physical guideline as  self directive  principle as life and for the better!

I commit myself to focus on what I am reading in the moment and what it understands and how the letter and words, sentences and ideas are being conveyed in a  certain particular purposeful way. And how  I can improve it as exactly as it is into my life for  the better. To truly become the  Master of my own Fate and To be the Executive of myself, mastering myself, so I can master my life  for the better, learning and becoming MULTIPLE AND MULTIPLE TIMES, MUCH MORE, effective and efficient  than ever, each and every time bringing and delivering in my  effort with strong focused momentum for the better. For as I see myself as life and in awareness, as self directive principle as life for the better!

I commit myself to encourage and build my kids foundation along with my wife, of providing stability to our children, as we have provided it to ourselves and from the help of our colleagues and what we can do to really bring the best foundation to our children. Focus, fun, and support, within becoming much more effective and efficient in how  they are educated and specifically to how to do it and do so. Adapting and improving and improving and adapting along the way for the better. To help them be able to use TechnoTutor, and how to  do it and sound out the letters with them and how to do it, encouraging them to keep going. To help them want to do it for themselves and to see what they want and how it can be explained practically and pragmatically for actual support for their education and their life for the better. and to provide organic and nutritious foods and supplements to eat and digest. Within that, to have fun whatever we are doing and making learning fun, as it is supposed to be and to help them increase their learning abilities  and to  support them all the way for the better specifically to when and as if they are experiencing something that they do not yet understand. And how I am able to give more context to what I do not understand and how it can be understood for the better.  For as I see myself as life and self awareness as self directive principle  for and as life for the better!

I commit myself to lead myself and others to do what is best, to focus on the task at hand within the company, for my employees, salespersons, operators, senior partners, lawyers and accounts, directors. To investigate information and to use it and apply it specifically and to understand what we're  learning and applying as  a team and how it Can be applied pragmatically and practically for our super  success. To develop and scale what we are actually doing to grow the business and only focus on the subject and topic at hand and disregard everything else, and to adapt improve and improve and adapt along the way for the business and for ourselves together as a big corporation for the better. For as I see myself as life and self awareness, as self directive principle for and as life for the better!

I commit myself to write my self forgiveness specifically and thoroughly to  see what exactly happened and how I can forgive myself of what is not best within me. Along with my commitment statements to make it specific to what exactly, step by step and breath by breath along the way to correct myself for real, practically, pragmatically, for my ultimate super success! And to stop and breathe statements to when and if a specific reaction were to ever come up and to stop and breathe, be here and to take care of what is here with responsibility and self directive principle as life for the better! Within realisation statements, to see what had affected me and how it has  affected me  and what it has caused me to do, and  how i can realise what had  truly happened to and for mean who was involved at the time. Within that using the tools of TechnoTutor, Desteni I Process, self forgiveness and self commitment as self corrective application specifically, to improve  and develop and scale my life to abundance, within the power of the group and building with my colleagues for true abundance and prosperity for the better! For as I see myself as life  and life resonance as self awareness, and as self directive principle for and as life for the better!


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